And how I have been carried away too deep by my fantasies. How I have broken my rule on love to not live with daydreams and hopes which I always tell my friends to avoid them having a broken heart to mend. How could have I done that and I didn’t even see myself getting too involved with this impossible thing I have been living on in my dreams. I don’t even have the right to curse you but how could you? I know you already know and I know you think this is the right way to do. You do not practice what you preach, bitch. And that post that was originally meant for anyone else but you will now be all for you. One year more until the end of you. I will never look into you eyes again, ever. I hate you and I hate myself even more.